yay! 2 more weeks and i am outta here. right now im just basically menghabiskan sisa-sisa hidup as the disgruntled copywriter / underpaid (joint) head of creative / unshitter / whiner / crybaby.
im just so happy. a bit freaked out. but happy. im swinging between happy and scared from time to time. fortunately the happiness lasts slightly longer that the latter. somebody asked me ... am i sad to leave this place after 4 years? the question should be ... should i be sad? hmm. well yeah, i was a bit sad, but it only lasted about 10 minutes.
i did cry in front of the boss when i told him the real reasons as to why i was leaving. i'm a crybaby ... i cant help it. i cry when im happy, depressed, dissapointed, overwhelmed, angry and menstruating. i just like crying. it cleanses the soul. and yesterday, i was all that ... except that i wasn't menstruating.
he seemed dissapointed, but somehow i felt he was faking it. he asked if i'd consider working the remainder of my 'sentence' and he'll pay off my leave balance. hmm.. tak payah. if you're really feeling that benovalent .... just pay me my translation claims lah. no thanx, but i dont wanna spend any more time here than i have to. i need to look for a job dammit.
started sending my resume out already... just waiting for a hit. so far, none yet. we'll just have to wait i guess.
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