im resigning today.
because i realized today that the job is slowly sucking my precious life away. i didnt even know my little brother has started his practical training until today, on my way to work when mama, papa and falie were discussing about him. despite ayis driving me home, i dont talk much to him in the car because i'd be so tired and sleepy and he cant even make plans to surprise me because he's not sure when and if i'd be away from work - like going to the japanese drum concert he wanted to see, or boyz II men concert he knows i'd love to go. shit man, i cant even make plans for myself. i had to cancel going to my good friend's 1st solo photography exibition this weekend because i'd be stuck at work. i feel so out of touch with my surroundings, my friends, my family.
i keep quiet more often than not because sometimes my mind wanders off to distant nowheres trying to find concepts for this and that job briefs. i dont even listen to people talking anymore. im slowly losing myself. and this job, its not worth it.
and also because i found another job. a place only 2 minutes away from home, i can practically walk to work. but i wont because by the time i reach the office, i'd be sweaty and smelly. i dont have to trouble anyone sending me to and fetching me from work. and should i have to stay late, home is only 2 minutes away.
i hope im making the wise move.
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