Monday, 29 January 2007

still figuring out what to do with my life

i've been going on telling people that i'm sick of advertising, the copywriting part to be exact, but i have no idea what i else i can do besides that. i mean, yeah .. i can do a little bit of everything when it comes to the creative part of the job -- a little bit of designing, a little bit of photography, a little bit of writing, a little bit translation -- by right, i could be the most talented person an agency could have. but that's just it ... i don't have the passion and motivation to do this anymore. i want to do something else. no, i need to do something else.

my passion now lies in photography. it's where i can be original. it's where i can do nothing wrong. if there's something wrong, there's nothing photoshop can't make good. it's when i feel most alive - behind the lens. but first, i need to learn more about photography. well no, first i need to get the gear. well.. actually first, i need to have the money to get the gear and perhaps a second degree. (nash, you just have to sell me that camera, ok?)

cary told me to pursue a career in photojournalism. since i (think i) can write, and i (think i) can take photos. well, that's an idea. a damn good idea, actually. maybe i could be a freelance contributor - for a travel or food magazine. oooh, that would be one of the best jobs.

but i don't think i'm good enough for it.

ah, fuck it. i'm good for nothing.

1 comment:

Gigantor said...

oh bloodyhell, no wonder you want to buy it out from me. tunggu jap ar. aku sampai end feb nih

eh


aku dah beli PSP la. haha. i know ko tak minat, but it rocks!!